We have moved into our new apartment. The view from my porch is spectacular. Mountains covered with a snow, gauzy clouds crowning the peaks. Everytime I step out, I am reminded that I am finally home. The mornings are peaceful and spectacular.
Today, I watched Gulliver’s Travels with the kids and felt so happy and content as I laughed with them as Jack Black peed on the castle. Sipping on coffee, I relaxed and chattered with them about the film. It was a good way to start the morning.
Today we have an appointment. An important one. We have to take the kids with us and we hope that they will behave as we do our business. Then… I go to work.
I have just graduated from my training class and will be starting on the sales floor, tonight. I am a little bit nervous and hope that I don’t screw up too badly. My confidence at working, since the coma, has been shaken. My past history of work has me determined to keep this one and to try my best, however. I need this job to support my family, and to rebuild my shattered self-esteem. I have been struggling hard to stay sober, yet, I know that I need to go to more meetings. That will all come together as soon as I settle into my work schedule, though.
Robert has been so sweet and supportive. He makes me coffee and dotes on me as I try my best to keep the household running in ship-shape. Ava is a little stinker and Hextall has been doing rather well on his ADHD regimen. It’s like they have swapped roles – he used to be the rabble-rouser and now, Ava is. C’est la vie, eh?
Oksana has been having a hard time with the Holidays as she usually visits me during this time. However, neither I or her father has the funds to fly her down here. I hope to use my tax return to get her some tickets, for her and Ole, to visit during the summer. It’s going to be a long wait until then, for all of us, as I miss them so dearly.
I am planning to investigate the independent newspapers around here and hopefully write for one of them, just like I did back up North.
I miss my friends from the Twin Ports and hope that they all are having a happy holiday season. It’s hard for me to not be able to jump in the car and have coffee with them anymore. I hope that I can visit them within a year or so. Maybe my hair will be grown back by then…
I am planning to quit smoking on December 25th. It’s one of my last vices (coffee being the other) and I am so tired of hacking and wheezing. It will be a good thing when I catch my breath again. Wish me luck.
That’s all the time I have for now. Thanks for reading and, as always – love, light, and laughter to all…
XOXOXOCatherine